I hate waiting…

I need a job. It has been 1 year and 7 months now since I had a job. I’m feeling like its time to give up, but I have no idea what kind of career to do now. I’m broke. I’m frusrated. I don’t really feel like I’m living my 20’s. I’m just waiting for something….anything. And to be honest, I have begun to hate waiting. If you don’t quite understand how much this sucks, read the email below from a person who interviewed me this week:

“Hi Kat,

You were very comfortable in the interview and high on my list. Really
what it came down to was the number of logo projects and business
documents you’ve produced compared with others.

That’s really it. And It was a pleasure to meet you.

Thanks again,

Matt”

See, my frustration stems from this vicious cycle I keep going around and around in, stuck on the silver metal rungs of wire just waiting for it to stop, waiting for a big rat to jump on board with me. Or it could be a small rat, I don’t really care. I just need ONE rat, ONE person running the rat race to slow down and stop for me, for a little morsel of cheese. To give me that opportunity to get experience. How can I get experience if no one will hire me? No one will hire me because I have no experience. I have no experience because no one will hire me. No one will hire me because I have no experience. It just goes around and around and around and around and…

Can’t someone just give me a chance already? I am begging you, if there are any of you actually reading this, to help me find a job. I don’t care if it’s not design. I just want to be happy. And my happiness is greatly influenced by what I spend the majority of my day doing, which would be working-if I could find work. I would appreciate any help, and thanks in advance if you have any ideas for me.

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